Random Recents

  • at what age do you get over your birthday? at what age do you NEED to get over your birthday?? (9.6.09)
  • this fall semester (last major hurdle) is gonna be like that last 15 minutes of labor (so i've heard)...push it out AY! get it DONE! (9.6.09)
  • it ain't right. it ain't fair. how i've been away from this site that i use partially as my outlet. but i'm back. and trying to make a schedule of sharing time. a lot has happened. let's see how much of it matters. (9.2.09)
  • is seduction still in? (7.26.09)
  • damn, i ain't been here in a minute! (7.26.09)
  • it's july 4th people, i know. great bbq day for all! but please, remember how we really colonized this mofo. with mass genocide. remember your history! (7.4.09)
  • speechless. don't think it's hit me yet. R.I.P. Ed, Farrah & Michael. this week is too much! (6.25.09)

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Lucky Number 8.

I have 8 clients. 8 adults that I see once a week, twice if needed. 8 life stories. 8 minds. 8 struggles. 8 perspectives. 8 mental illnesses (exacerbated by co-morbid illnesses) 8 people who need me. 8 people who depend on me. 8 people who look to me for guidance. 8 people who look to me for approval. 8 people who, if I falter, are likely to fall apart.

8 stories to remember. 8 stories I'll never forget. 8 lives that parallel mine, in good ways and bad. 8 entities that I have to sustain for the next 10 months. 8 people who I need to reassure not to hurt themselves, or someone else. 8 people who I'm just trying to keep alive.

8 stories that I carry with me everyday. 8 lives that I sleep with at night. 8 struggles/passions/regrets that I must work through, 8 times a week, and on my own as I try to live my life. 8 lives that intrude my daily activities, ability to cope, ability to sleep and ability to move on.

8 people that I've built a relationship with. 8 people that I've grown close to. 8 people that I've grown to love (ethically & professionally, of course). 8 stories that consistently and constantly affect my 1 story.

lucky number fucking 8.

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