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  • this fall semester (last major hurdle) is gonna be like that last 15 minutes of labor (so i've heard)...push it out AY! get it DONE! (9.6.09)
  • it ain't right. it ain't fair. how i've been away from this site that i use partially as my outlet. but i'm back. and trying to make a schedule of sharing time. a lot has happened. let's see how much of it matters. (9.2.09)
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Thursday, May 7, 2009

India Wil Tell You, Cuz I'm Tired...

People always ask, "Are you OK?" "How are you doing?" "How are you holding up?"
Or people always say, "You just need to distract yourself." "You'll be OK." "Hey, look at it this way...."

Do you really want to know? Are you tried and truly concerned with the thoughts that run through my head on a regular basis when it comes to emotional pain? You don't believe me when I tell you the truth. You don't want to believe me. Because my truth hurts. It hurts me, so it hurts you. So it's the truth. You're not willing to accept that someone can be OK with pain, with heartache. But I am. So...let me accept it.

I'm typically not good with words unless I'm providing assistance to someone else...(hence the profession; wounded healer I am!) so I'ma let India fill you in...


Good morning silence
Good morning to myself

Good morning to the pain in the center of my chest

It's crazy how much I miss
a simple good morning kiss
oh ohhhhh...

Good morning independence or is it loneliness?
I know I said I wanted this but I have regrets

I pray for God's will to be done
The very next day you were gone
Oh Ohhhhhh

Good morning to the harsh realities of life
and good morning to the fact we're not husband and wife

We made a promise to stay
But destiny got in the way
oh ohhhhhhhh

Good morning...

Good morning acceptance
Good morning inner strength
I'm loving every moment
even the strain

It's crazy how much I miss
a simple good morning kiss
It's crazy how much I've missed
Now it's time for me to live
oh ohhhhhhhhhh

Good morning...

Good morning optimism
Good morning to my faith
Good morning to the beginning of a brand new day

I know that God's will be done
So I lay down my pain and I'm moving on

I know that God's will be done.
So it's a good morning after all

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